Boys will be boys...

And tonight, I was one. I made decisions that a BOY would make. A decision that hurt one's feelings. Boys think with their brain...but I need to be a man and think from my HEART. I'm sorry for this poor decision. 

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They are coming back! This song has been on repeat for almost the week and I'm pretty sure that it will be for  a couple more weeks. Maybe even more. don't get me wrong, i don't think it'll ever be as great as "Pretty Brown Eyes" but damn this song is bangin. Even with this song is about breaking up and everything, you can't go wrong with the beat. Any songs that you can 2-step to is legit. Anyway...enjoy!

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whatever happened to this show....

this was on my laptop almost the whole day. it'd be dope to own the season dvd (wink wink).

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so im back. 

kinda. 

anyway...this is my first entry on this blog/journal/diary. can't even decide whether to keep it private or public. but i guess i'll figure it out later on. i never really done this whole journal thing before. im not what u call...interesting. i hope i don't fail you guys on entertaining you, but then again, who cares? i'm not trying to be rude but i'm doing this for me. to let my feelings out. something that i don't usually do. on a side note..i want to thank my homie Deks for "inspiring" me to start this blog/journal/diary. thanks! 

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so my first thought for today's entry. 

i was talking to one of my buddy about his friend. he has a dilemma. and i'm pretty sure that a lot of kids out there can relate to his problem. see...he has this friend whom he's known for quite awhile now. i actually know her and she's pretty down if you ask me. anyhow, the past couple of weeks, this girl (lets call her Sally) and my buddy (lets call him Ben) have been chillin together accompanied by other buddies. but lately, Sally has been a flake to Ben by backing off gatherings in the last minute. But you see, that's not the problem. The problem is that, no matter how much Sally hurts Ben, Ben can't get over the fact that he loves her. He's loved her for a loooong time now. And she has this power on him that he can't let go and move on to other girls. Ben tells me that he had somewhat of a relationship not too long ago but couldn't commit because of Sally. He also told me that he believes that he can't move on unless he tells her how he feels. BUT, he doesn't want to risk of losing her. Now IMO, i think he should tell her because he'll never know what will happen as an outcome. So i ask you this...should Ben tell Sally how he feels and risk the friensdship he has with her or hold the feelings that his yearning towards her and not move on to better things?