3.12.2009

3.09.2009

Chyea!

Hello blog world. sorry...i've been M.I.A. Same excuse. "I've been busy with school, work, blah blah blah." But I have been. Just had 3 midterms and I'm still not done. Got a B on one of the hardest [which I'm very excited about!] and the other...well, I could've done better. 

Besides that, I finally got to play ball with SuperstarBasketball league. This season has been goin for 6 weeks now, and I've only got to play for two of them. Stupid work. Ahh well...they don't need me. 

I'm out for now. I still got a project due tomorrow and a midterm to study for. FOCUSED!



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2.06.2009

chemistryDOTcom

I got this from my Steph Sistar....try it! It's good for you.
Jay..., you are a
EXPLORER/negotiator
About Your Personality Type
You are a highly spontaneous, inquisitive and energetic person who always likes to try new things. You find novel and unpredictable situations challenging and exciting. You particularly like discussing big ideas and having conversations about complex social, political or intellectual puzzles. And you are able to juggle a lot of projects at the same time; as a result you are sometimes a whirlwind of activity.

You have a firm grip on reality and enjoy living in the present tense. But you have a keen imagination that enables you to lift off from reality to be remarkably creative.

You are humorous. You are able to laugh at yourself. And you are agreeable, adaptable and changeable. You impose few limits on others and have little tolerance for fixed rules, schedules or traditions.

You have a deep sense of compassion. You can show genuine insight into the needs of others; you are good at listening, talking and compromising; and you express a genuine desire to be helpful to others and to the world at large.
Explorer primary traits
  • Novelty seeking
  • Impulsive and spontaneous
  • Curious
  • Creative
  • Flexible
  • Open-minded
  • Energetic
Negotiator secondary traits
  • Sees the big picture
  • Imaginative
  • Intuitive
  • Verbal skills
  • Empathetic
  • Trusting
  • Introspective
In Love and Relationships
As an Explorer you like knowledge, adventure and the pleasures of the senses, and you are drawn to those who are enthusiastic, curious, creative and energetic-people like yourself. Sex is important to you, too. As a Negotiator, you have a big heart; you are flexible and sensitive to the feelings of others and you are driven to seek harmony in your social life. So you avoid conflict, as well as people who compete with you. You also avoid those who structure your time and block things from happening spontaneously. And you can feel pressured by other's needs. So you are attracted to individuals who share your "live and let live" attitude. Money is secondary to you, so you also respect individuals who can part with theirs, particularly when spending leads to adventure or improves the world. And you are drawn to people who are direct, decisive and tough minded to balance out your flexible, spontaneous, intuitive style.
Relating to others
You are charismatic, agreeable and adaptable and you can adapt to just about any social situation, convincing others you are just like them. And with your flexibility, liberal attitude and lack of prejudice, you can find something interesting in just about anyone. But when your interest wanes, you depart; you cannot tolerate boredom.
Things to be aware of
  • You are so mentally flexible and spontaneous that you can appear indecisive and unpredictable.
  • Don't be impatient with cautious people or those with more rigid views of morality.
  • Focus on one thing at a time.
Spark Factor
You tend to naturally gravitate to EXPLORER/directors.
Words Explorers use (unconsciously) to describe themselves
Explorer
fun
energy
adventure
new
active
passion
outgoing
traveling
spontaneity/spontaneous
Words Negotiators use (unconsciously) to describe themselves
Negotiator
empathetic/empathy
read/reader
learning/learn
passion/passionate
sensitive
kind/kindness
sweet
random
heart
real

1.26.2009

Boys will be boys...

And tonight, I was one. I made decisions that a BOY would make. A decision that hurt one's feelings. Boys think with their brain...but I need to be a man and think from my HEART. I'm sorry for this poor decision. 


1.22.2009

#3

They are coming back! This song has been on repeat for almost the week and I'm pretty sure that it will be for  a couple more weeks. Maybe even more. don't get me wrong, i don't think it'll ever be as great as "Pretty Brown Eyes" but damn this song is bangin. Even with this song is about breaking up and everything, you can't go wrong with the beat. Any songs that you can 2-step to is legit. Anyway...enjoy!



1.17.2009

#2

whatever happened to this show....






this was on my laptop almost the whole day. it'd be dope to own the season dvd (wink wink).

#1

so im back. 
kinda. 
anyway...this is my first entry on this blog/journal/diary. can't even decide whether to keep it private or public. but i guess i'll figure it out later on. i never really done this whole journal thing before. im not what u call...interesting. i hope i don't fail you guys on entertaining you, but then again, who cares? i'm not trying to be rude but i'm doing this for me. to let my feelings out. something that i don't usually do. on a side note..i want to thank my homie Deks for "inspiring" me to start this blog/journal/diary. thanks! 

/edit

so my first thought for today's entry. 

i was talking to one of my buddy about his friend. he has a dilemma. and i'm pretty sure that a lot of kids out there can relate to his problem. see...he has this friend whom he's known for quite awhile now. i actually know her and she's pretty down if you ask me. anyhow, the past couple of weeks, this girl (lets call her Sally) and my buddy (lets call him Ben) have been chillin together accompanied by other buddies. but lately, Sally has been a flake to Ben by backing off gatherings in the last minute. But you see, that's not the problem. The problem is that, no matter how much Sally hurts Ben, Ben can't get over the fact that he loves her. He's loved her for a loooong time now. And she has this power on him that he can't let go and move on to other girls. Ben tells me that he had somewhat of a relationship not too long ago but couldn't commit because of Sally. He also told me that he believes that he can't move on unless he tells her how he feels. BUT, he doesn't want to risk of losing her. Now IMO, i think he should tell her because he'll never know what will happen as an outcome. So i ask you this...should Ben tell Sally how he feels and risk the friensdship he has with her or hold the feelings that his yearning towards her and not move on to better things?